Gold in them hills

          Calendar Girl - Stars

If I am lost for a day; try and find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day

December is the darkest and June is the light
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl whos in love with the world
Stay alive
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world
Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die

But I can't live forever,I can't always breath
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive

January,February,March,April,May I'm alive
June,July,August,September,October I'm alive
November,December,yah all through the winter
I'm alive
I'm alive

6月22日7:00 a.m.醒過來，渾身的汗。風扇滋滋聒噪地搖頭晃腦，帶來暖暖的風。

眯著眼睛刷牙的時候，沖涼房裏的彤彤大呼：我不要活了！

毒辣的夏陽不為所動。

我撐起眼皮。維持一秒之後合上。為了減速水分的流失，我決定少開口。

六月的天，把我僅剩的一點生存意志都剝奪了。

煩躁到想罵人。

想起去年的三月，那仿佛是段很好的日子。

3/13再過兩天就是我生日。

那場星海我去了沒有呢？想不起來了。